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| I could hold on a little tighter i know, but when you love someone you gotta let them go...im going to smile,because i want to make you happy...laugh, so you cant see me cry. even if it kills me, im gonna smile.
& i look in the mirror, and wonder.."why do i have to paint on my face just to make him look at me twice?"
I love you but i like him, im starting to w o n d e r if this is a sign.. telling me to let you go.
Real life drama.. its not just TV, its got somthing to do with me
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I dont want to just be known as the girl who is in love. i want to be the girl who has always be in love, and has stayed in love.
I Finally came to relize who i am, that i dont care who you think i am.I finally came to relize i like who i am, that im getting older and need to take responsability. I fianlly relized it wont matter who i am to you in a couple years, and i finally relized your not worth it anymore.
Growing up hurts, tears dont hurt when i cry, it hurts when i laugh too hard, crying makes me feel a little bit better. Maybe i should just stop trying to be happy
ok these are gay i wrote them in like 5 min. ill re do them later. right now im cleaning my turtle tank. be back later. | | |
| please take the time to read about what i wrote in this entry
So maybe im a little bit different but thats ok. So mabye you make fun of me, and thats ok too. There is somthing behind everyones story. theres a reason why each person has somthing about them you dont like. so keep on making fun of me, keep on making fun of anyone.I know you dont have a clue what my story is. you dont know why i am who i am. You have no clue what happened in my past. maybe mean people look angry because they havent ever been loved, maybe people with no style have no one to give them money or anyone to care what they look like.maybe shy people have been left alone in the dark with no one to run too. maybe the jelous people have been hurt to many times and maybe the ones who hurt people are the ones who never get any attention, who are never loved and have always been hurt. so maybe i know your story maybe i dont. all i know is... your the one who hurts me.. everytime i walk into the hallways. dont make me hurt again until you see what is behind my eyes. until you know my life story.until you know the real me. | | |
| its hard to say the things i feel, but when im around you i cant speak one word at all
i want a guy that loves me enough to go to any limit to get to me.
&& somtimes i lay in my bed looking at the glowing stars on my ceiling and i w o n d e r if guys think they arent good enough for a certain girl, just like girls do about almost every guy.
I just wish i knew what he thinks about me. does he adore me as much as i adore him. does he smile when he see's me walk by. is he dying inside because he wishes he could tell me how much he cares. i guess all i can do is lay here and w o n d e r
i want to be just the girl he is looking for. i want to be the one hes after | | |
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